the thing is…
July 2, 2009People keep on asking if I’m ok. And I would tell them that I am. Surprisingly. But lately, I realized that somehow, there’s this unexplained feeling of something that I can’t even describe. Tolerable but existing. Maybe it’s because of the people who existed during our existence. It somehow broke my heart when he told me that everybody was asking why I was absent. It must have been difficult to explain why. I have attended almost all the significant events in their lives and I have met great people in the process. It just felt like I have evaded them without any word. I’m pretty sure that they will understand naman. I also think that nothing will change. But then, nakakalungkot din.
I agree that maybe it’s harder the second time because this one is not adversarial. This one’s not because I am angry or he’s mad. This one’s something that is inevitable. But the bottomline is that, no matter what people say, we know what happened. We know what we’ve missed in the process. We know that it’s the best thing to do. And maybe, there’s a greater plan for both of us.
